I’ve Had It!!!

I’m done. Finished. I can’t do it anymore!!!!

Another meltdown/blowup – whatever.

I’m off on Friday afternoon. We grabbed Mike’s Mom and headed out – probably to the beach – Matt didn’t want to come. Fine. he stayed home.

Had an awesome time!! Got home for supper and told Matt we were going to the boardwalk “as a family” after supper.

He LOST it!!! He was building his fort and he had to get it finished today and one thing led to another and it was Third World War once again. He threatened to leave – Mike told him to pack his bags. He said he was “going to have to think about it”.

So I don’t even eat supper I’m so GD mad. We leave and take Marcus to the boardwalk. I cry the entire time we are gone. I just want to do things as a family.

We come back, he’s working at his fort – he finishes his fort, comes in the house and asks us if we’d like to take a tour. Mike says perhaps not a great time. He says ok maybe later. Turns around and says “I love you guys”. WTH?????? I’m ready to KILL him and he (once again) has no recollection of what happened or how he treated me.

I’m done. I have had it. I don’t know what else to do. He seriously just DOES NOT GET IT.

I can’t keep doing this…..

About angeloftheisland

Welcome to An Angel’s Island. I’m Tracey (aka angeloftheisland). I’m also Mom to 19 year old Matthew who constantly keeps me on my toes. He’s our “special” boy who shows us daily how he deals with the world of ADHD, a Nonverbal Learning Disorder and Asperger’s Syndrome. He’s my hero. Marcus is 8 and reminds me everyday that he’s in no way going to make the school years boring for his Dad and me!! I’m also wife to Mike for 25 years now. Mike is my best friend and soul-mate and he has showed me over the years, that yes – dreams do come true. Our life may not be the most exciting but there’s always something going on. Welcome to our Happy Place, newly renamed Hilliard's Happy Hideaway. I hope you enjoy what I’ve shared about our family.
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